One more try...

Today,

I was hit by a haunting critic...

The one that I was hiding from all these years.

Of sure, I knew it will strangle me one day.

But yet, armoured to any ambush designated for the day.

Cunningly, it has chosen today the day, to put me in great fear...

Triumphal, assassinated my pride in the chilly morning.

Disasterous, me tangled throughout the gloomy evening.

I felt so helpless to it.

My brain went dead for minutes.

Experienced suffocation at next.

I thought I had collapsed...

Suprisingly, miracles do happen now and then...

My determined heart dragged along courage & so.

In riot, protesting for the freedom of my will & soul.

A huge insubordination cried out revolution to battle the foe.

Now, I've repicked my motivation...to retain my lost confidence.

Then, a slight change in my stratergies.

And again, I aim for my victory.